Life can be quite stressful. E-mails can get hacked during periods of escalated social and/or political activity, and during times of trying personal relationships, e-mail accounts can be deactivated, facebook friends can be blocked, ectetera. Good news is that I have a daughter born on August 15th. 2015. The bad news is that her mother is a crazy x-heroine addict (no offense to recovering drug and alcohol users, I have used everything except Acid, Peyote and Heroine. In New York I almost did Heroine, but instead tried to get the guy off of it). So here I am, I had to create yet another anarcho-punk.net account. In the past I went by such names as anarchoskin69, buddhapunk36, ectetera, ectetera. I have a name that matches what is tattooed on my knuckles now, which is ANTI-CIV as in an anti-civilizationist anarchist. I have a peace sign on my left hand and an anarchist symbol tattooed on my right hand. I have a few tattoo memorials for my dead father and living mother on my left arm, along with an anarchist black star on my left arm. A tattoo of a dagger going into my bleeding wrist on my right arm. I also have Oi! tattooed on my right shoulder. I have an Against All Authority tattoo above my left knee and the old Anti-Flag symbol tattooed above my right knee. Then there's the Buddhist "Endless Knot" symbol tattooed on my left leg with a green Anarchy tattoo on my right ankle. Lastly, I have a Sailor Jerry swallow tattooed on the left side of my neck. I create petitions and sign them, but I've also punched cops in the face at large black bloc protests. I've fought neo-nazis in the streets to defend protestors and won. I joined the military and was discharged after 5 1/2 months for depression, but I wrote, sang and played anti-war songs as a teenager. I was in the Air Force Security Forces and at times I tried to create a revolt amongst the troops. A guy in the barracks broke his ankle which wouldn't heal and was getting discharged for depression, so I found my way out. Got sick of hearing about getting that "red mist" and how it was the best feeling in the world. Felt like I had been trained to kill the wrong people, despite me hating the Islamic State, I think there is a lot of support that needs to be given to the anarchists in Rojava in the Middle East. I also think there needs to be a resistance to the Neo-Nazis in Ukraine from the rebel forces there which are allied with the Russians, before that turns into a bad situation. I am an expert shot with a 9MM and M16-A2. So my fiancee and I have separated. I have no access to capital and my mother is making me stay in a tent outside until I've been on medication for at least three weeks. I start my first therapy session on September 3rd, and I imagine I get my medication then as well since my fiancee kept my scripts. Her father was in the Navy and is a Patriot extremist. Her younger brother is a neo-confederate extremist. You could call me an anarchist extremist, I suppose. Really needing support from an anarchist community, especially an anarcho-punk community. I contacted the people in Rojava who said if I could find money to get a flight to their airport, I could serve amongst their armed forces, which are anarchist. I've yet to contact the rebels in the Ukraine. So I'm throwing ideas around now. I had a son with a metalhead in San Antonio, Texas who was half vietnamese and half hispanic. I am no longer in contact with her, but I'm rather sure she's raising our son with her mother, beyond that I do not know. I'm not sure about my daughter, even though she is being raised in the same county that I live in here in Indiana. I just need some guidance, advice, emotional support, ectetera. Any human feedback from a community I can trust would be beneficial to me right now. Do I become a father by trying to find work in the area or serve overseas amongst the anarchist in Rojava or the rebel forces in Ukraine against the United States? The United States sees both Rojava and the rebel forces of Ukraine as enemy forces, though.