Do you eat your young?

A million years ago I thought (4 2 secondz/stop thinking right {thx to mi homiez} it would be hard to stop eating flesh. But if you think about what you consume or support when u give cash to another consumer-the fear and\or conscious thoughtz -should help you ...assuming u are awake.
{On a side note.....I am primrily half asleep from downerz like booze-beats tar or xyanx-IMO.}
That said, quitting death like tobacco has been a monster vice.
I have tried garbage nicotine patches (fail cuz I crave the snot producing Super Tar , that i hypothenize my body craves.
I have tried oral fixation alternatives, but i keep swallowing tooth picks & chewing gum everytime I swallow mi negra
(modelo tall black can). Cheerz drunk gutter kidz.

So, I think it is ALMOST determined I have no self control to go cold turkey and my question is....How does one survive without being surrounded by FTF homie/punks and\or communitiy?

I know surviving alonE ,Percey Spencer, can make u stronger....but fuk I want to smoke more brain juice [THC] but my raisin lungz , make me cough too much-IMO.

FR- I am open to suggestions how to break vices.

 

What is proper medication 4 u?
Mine is noize ,& steady distractions.

 

Sound like SS dope

 

More u description sounds good to me

 

IME - I know I thrive, happier among family that I can share thougys back & forth-FTF.
As opposed to screen life. Up and until I get locked up &/or thoughtz knocked out mi head.

 

I appreciate u sharing.
I have never had stimulants pushed on me , by people that can actually write scripts.
They would always try to sedate me. So, my experience w/ medz have always felt adverse.
I h8 having to ask/,beg a doctor for a script, but that is a different Braincell Battle, I suppose.
And, I have heard how stimulants can have opposite reactions for some.
IE- THC is my primary stimulant, apart from noise. Though, I wouldn't mind the chill effect most people get from it.

Would be nice is auto pilot could be controlled w/PID but .....brains aren't so easy to calibrate.

 

a caveman shared some yummy gold fish from the Gardein today.
THaNXless
gardein plant based fish

 

This is a decent bag of non- crumblz. IMO- great for someone trying to leap into a less death machine oriented lifestyle, while still craving the taste of cow steak/gristle -grease.
Mates great w/ an Amber Bock