Well, guess what I sort of strayed away from this site. I had some good times and some bad ones, but after all this time I figured it wasn't really fair to leave everyone in the dark with regards to my absence, as some of you seemed at least interested in how I was doing in the time I was active here. So first off, I hardly drink anymore, I'm still off the drugs (except nicotine and alchohol), have started eating vegatarian about a week back (yeah I ditched my own quasi-philosophical excuses), intent on going vegan. Me and Anom have gotten together, as some of the other Dutchies might've made clear in other posts and we're both doing well, looking for a place to rent or buy together. As for the reasons of my absence... first off I didn't know that anarchism had reverted into an anti-all, elitist, anarchier-than-thou, exclusive club over the years, that eschews all forms of survival, except for raising one's own crops in a self-made shelter in the middle of the woods, with, mind you, internet access anyway, to show everyone else just how anarcho you are with pictures taken with your new blackberry phone... Second, I also didn't know that anarcho-anything was tied into a fervent secular and seperatist internal struggle based on an anarchistic pissing contest (meaning there are no judges, only winners and losers). Third, I did not know that some members on here, who I've mentioned by name multiple times, get to have special treatment when it comes to certain forms of social interaction in situations where the rules would otherwise dictate them to get the fuck out... I think that would make it clear enough, I will not log in again, will not check PM's (which I personally think is a failure on the part of the admins anyway... no checking up on newly appointed mods if they disappear for several months), my e-mail address however is still being used, so feel free to e-mail me should you feel so inclined, I hold no grudges towards anyone on here specifically, more towards the way that people seem to get treated here. With this I bid you fare well and a good night to all.