Hello guys! I'm writing this from romania.. it's almost 2. AM at the moment and i don't feel like sleeping.. so i got nothing else to do but to write this I'm not very good at writing about myself, but i'll try anyway.. So I'm like a dreamer, in this shitty nation-state, like romania. I think that England is the first, and then Romania, at the number of CCTV cameras. And at the numbers of the police that we see on the street. I'm currently trying to find a squat, to live there with some friends, and invite some homeless people who got no shelter. I want to do it even though i have a warm bed, at my parents' home, anytime i want. I want the experience.. I think that it would be one of the most amazing things in my life. I know some squatable buildings but there is a guard checking these buildings weekly.. The second thing i would like to point out is that.. i don't really like punk music ) I'm much more into this hardcore punk thing, and the new very cool wave in USA: Folk Punk (like Johnny Hobo, Mischief Brew, The Homeless People etc). and in emo hardcore, like La Dispute, Pianos Become the teeth etc. Some months ago i took the leap to veganism, from vegetarianism, and i feel great, .. and i know that i don't hurt animals directly. Anyway, I don't really think that those vegan people who say that they are not exploiting anyhuman being for their needs are right, because that's just bullshit.. When you buy a banana you're exploiting very poor peasants from Honduras, for example. But anyway, it's better to exploit only a worker, in comparison with the situation in which you would exploit a worker and an animal too. I came here to chat about different things, like shoptlifting, if it's moral or if it's not, commiting suicide (a very important subject in the punk scene ) ), hegemonization, gentrification, the game theory, neoliberalism, different movements throughout the world, like Homes not Jails or Zapatistas. My grammar may not be the best, but i think that i express myself pretty well. I'm an anarcho-nihilist-hedonist-idealist-pesimist etc. Because I know that, we, as people, have no purpose on this earth.. but we are trying to find one in our lives.. an illusion. But i'm looking for it even if i know that it means nothing. I want to fight for something, something that would make me real, make me feel like being real. I still don't understand why, given the knowledge that we can kill ourselves anytime and then not feel anything bad, like hunger, famine, sickness, desperation, all the band things in the world, we still continue to try to make it up through life. Sometimes i feel like I'm better off dead, not because i don't find joy in my life.. but because i really hate that i live in a house, that i got to buy from the supermarket, that I'm perpetuating this sick system. I try to shoplift as much as I can but in a place like Romania it's not so easy.. and i can't shoptlift from any supermarket, because in some, the clerks have to pay for the stolen products.. i think you'll get to know me better, Love ya! And keep looking for ways to fuck the system
